Number Six, February 9th, 2012

37 Days

37 days and counting
That's what I do
Count the days since I lost you
I don't think I even noticed
When spring crept into the air
But that's how it is when you don't care

I just look out the windows of my eyes
Too afraid to step outside
Too afraid to get back on line
And I've grown comfortable
With a world that's numb
I don't feel my breath go out
Or the morning come

37 days and counting
Hands of the clock go around
Sun's up, sun's down
And I have no regard for beauty
Cause the ugly won't let me be
And nothing makes sense to me

37 days since I remember
Where my map was leading to
Now a chilly wind just blew
It away…